i have no idea how slow i can be in executing an idea.. it took me 4 years to listen to a 'probably' good idea then linking to what I 'think' i want then back to what i 'really' want. I wonder is it because i took the advice of 'think thrice' too deep to heart or is it just plain lazy to decide cos it is too difficult , too big a step , too big a change…
but finally.. i have bring through the idea to life… can only hope it is not a too much of a rough ride.
too much done
too much unsaid
too much barriers
too much lost
yes - just too much of many…
Just read a blog. There's so much despair & 'woe is to me'. I feel sad reading it. Wonder what had gone so wrong that could make one feel so. I can't help wonder why people strive so hard to be different, exciting or something else. We forget to enjoy the small simple things that we have & be grateful. Its like I have the liberty to listen to the music I like where ever I go (the ipod) or that I can pick & choose what food I will like or that I am able to enjoy a good book because I can read. Dwelling on the should haves or shouldn't haves just get us nowhere… Maybe I'm just lucky - lucky to know that nothing is ever permanent - let's just count our current blessings instead.
yeap being boring is easy,
less things to do, less things to think about, less things to argue about,
less things to spend on, less need to 'keep' up but
more time on what's important, more time with your loved ones,
more time to do the 'un-regrettable', more time to take care of yourself
aahh.. now i know why i am so comfortable telling long lost friends that i'm the same ole boring me when people ask me what I have been up to…
